And beware, this might sound confusing/weird.
Ok..... I was sitting at a stoplight, on my way home from work, when I just started thinking about my aching brain. In my spare moments like these while sitting at a stoplight, I usually contemplate the experiences my body feels like [any] weirdo and try to follow the feelings to it's origins and how it's effecting my subconscious. (yay for awareness!)
And THEN!
Out of no where, I had a huge feeling of detachment. A detachment between my soul and my body. I physically felt myself separated between the two and it lasted for a few minutes... even when I started driving again! Not like you see in a movie where you see some character physically staring at themselves walking around outside of their own body.... but it was all happening inside myself. Two separate entities. I had the vision or perspective from my soul and I felt my brain and my body was more like a machine. A home that I dwell within rather.
And it made me wonder...
When a child is conceived and the beauty of life happens.... do our souls just spawn like new cells or molecules that grow larger and larger with our bodies? Or is there a point in the stage of the baby's development where the soul enters from somewhere else??? A dimension our eyes and brains are unaware of? Maybe stored information in your DNA strand? Because it's obvious to me that your soul is clearly what defines you. Not the features of your face. Not the height you stand. Because ultimately those are all codes traded within huge DNA strands with each new generation. Your soul clearly parts you from everyone else.
So where does it really come from?
!?!?!?!
The question has driven me restless tonight.
In other news, I'm really liking this quote site a friend of a friend showed me. I attempted to make chocolate chip cookies tonight but burned them to epic disaster all thanks to the movie Mosquito Lake completely wrapping me up in my gigantic feather comforter. I've been extremely tired these past few days. I like hot chocolate a lot. I decided I'm participating in the Shoot the Hills competition this year (haven't done it since 2009) and it's turning into a nice camping trip with a few tag alongs.
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I've had something like this happen to me before.. i was tired and achy too. it blew my mind, the next few days i had to keep questioning if it had happened.
sorry, i know the title said don't read, but it looked interesting. forgive me!
Haha, i was just being silly. It didn't mean actually don't read! Maybe I'll change the title...
Glad to know I'm not the only one! I felt super weirded out by it.
I don't know much I could say about this other than- Awesome story! I never felt like this, the closest experience would be after two days without any sleep, renovating the apartment, then driving home. It was only an hour's drive but I almost fell asleep several times, my mind was still going but I had to remind my body not to fall asleep, it was the first time I felt like I wasn't in control of my body... it was scary! lol
Nice pic too! With that hairstyle and shirt, you look like an adventurer!!!
... i did read :)
Dom-Thanks! :) I do like the adventurist look a lot. I haven't ever had an experience like this before either! And honestly, I'm still not so sure I explained it very well...
Donnie-So sneaky :P
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